Conflict....

With a forlorn attempt to escape the conflict, I ended up writing these lines at one late midnight in the NLS hostel under the perfect star strewn night of Bangalore in the month of May:

Even with eyes wide open,
Image is blurred.
Even with layers of cerebrum entangled,
Heart stays confined.
With ignition of desire
Perpetuating the fence of self-control
Unmasking what is shoved underneath.
Brutal is the trampling
Leaving bereft with uncurable pain.
Can the shattered pieces
Ever conjure an image??
Will the valve of trust and faith,
Could help pass this maze!!

It's the Beginning....

After a much procrastination, I recollected myself to write a blog. Not that I write great and over here tend to meet any expectations. So far I had confined my  thoughts to a personal diary, why? Just because I am a lazy lout and technology averse; kind of one who uses phone nothing more than for calling and messaging. Starting a blog was on my New Year Resolution list (this 'new year' is 2013 which is no more new!!). Though it comes towards end but I am elated that it has begun!!

Writing helps in clearing mind and heart, and the delight you experience when you turn overleaf the pages you wrote a year back. You witness how have you evolved, how have you grown and how detached or attached you are now. I write for myself...I pen down when I am ecstatic or when I am shattered, when I am overwhelmed or when I am confused. My writings bring me close to myself, for while writing I experience the most important freedom , that is, to be what you really are.

Sitting right now, I am unable to arrange the array of thoughts crossing over my mind, what to start with. Each of them is competing with other, to be churned out first.. They say "well begun is half done". And so I am pacifying them saying "....it's only the Beginning!!!!!"